Narconon: You Changed Me for the Better

Personal Values

I feel amazing after completing my Personal Values course for the first time in a long time, genuinely. I had my mental bumps on the road in the beginning and I was very surprised to find out for myself that I was the one causing most, if not, all of my mental and emotional anguish. That my self-invalidation was the reason I could not expand. My self-invalidation towards being, learning, control, and so forth. Especially when it came to ethics and personal integrity. Even though the statement “you are your own worst enemy” has been said throughout the generations, it was very true for me. I was my own worst enemy. I would justify the shit out of my faults and failures, not taking responsibility for my actions and at the same time, belittle or disparage myself down to my very core. I did truly believe that I’m worthless and nothing and I’d always be that way. I’ve come to realize for myself that I can be and do anything. I know that is a huge statement, but genuinely, I can and will. The only way I can is by applying ethics, my personal integrity, honesty and doing the greatest good for the greatest number of dynamics. Having social personalities around me, being industrious, and following the code of honor. I genuinely feel, for the first time in my entire life, that I am not my past mistakes, no matter what other people say otherwise. For the first time in my entire life I am comfortable in not just my abilities and capabilities, but I’m comfortable in just being. I know when I apply everything above, I can create and maintain a good life for myself and the rest of my dynamics collectively.

Overcoming Ups and Downs

I feel good completing the overcoming ups and downs course. It made me realize that it is truly important who you have in your life around you. If they’re social or anti-social, they will affect your general mood, thoughts and actions. Antisocials do not care about you no matter what they say and will continue to dramatize their bullshit onto you and put you down. Social personalities who are honest, bright, good-moraled, genuine and productive are what one needs to have around oneself. 

“It made me realize that it is truly important who you have
in your life around you.”

I know now how to segment the individual’s words and actions and conclude if they’re social or antisocial and if this person would be helpful or harmful to me and the rest of the dynamics.

Narconon Program

I feel like a whole new person completing the Narconon program. I’m very well aware that is not a small statement, but it’s how I genuinely feel. In the beginning of this year, I was at my lowest point in my life. I was homeless and an addict and did not have any of my friends or family. I was mentally and spiritually lost and hopeless, more so in my life. I was one step towards suicide and just getting it over with. This got kind of dark; let me carry on. All the heavy drugs I have done made me very out of it, and I was not comfortable in my own skin. I felt trapped inside my head if that makes sense. When I arrived at Narconon, I did not know what I was fully expecting to get out of the program at first. I had my ideals; I’ve had my bumps along the program with other staff and students, but over time things got easier and easier for me, and my communication was getting better and better. I was being more and more here each passing day, and my confidence, doingness, and beingness rose to levels I never imagined for myself. I have never been more calm and confident mentally and spiritually stable in my entire life. I appreciate everyone for their time, patience, and support throughout me being here. You changed me for the better, and I will never forget my time and stay here.

M.B., Narconon Suncoast Graduate